“GOD already knows what is going to happen - the bad new keeps arriving - I am so...”

"GOD already knows what is going to happen - the bad new keeps arriving - I am so stupid I lost out -my fault - decades of bad news - i pray for death this day. i don't want to try anymore - i am exhausted. Maybe GOD will answer this prayer request - Yesterday the news broke me - GOD this useless person is done - i tried and failed too many times i want off the crazy train - I am done. Death please GOD - death."